Last night I dreamed of a land that was dark and gloomy, full of 2,3, and 4 am sighs. A world where parents never sleep and babies woke up crying. But, then strangely, that dream never ended and here I am in this foggy, foggy world, spending lots of time with this delicious mug of magical, black goodness.
The sun is shining, the sky is blue, and the snow is kind of assaulting my sleepy eyes with a rude brightness, a kind that only people who slept would enjoy, you know the chipper folks. Yet, somehow the brightness and the blueness are a comfort on this winter morning, telling me that life and fullness is possible, but only if I squint a little bit.
The truth is today might be long, really long, but right now I will decide that if I only have so much to give, if I only can do one or two things today, there is no competition.
It’s simple and really, they are the sweeter choice, with their hugs and their great interest in being with mommy. I’m pretty much a celebrity around here. So, I’ll choose them and nothing else.
Much better than trying to be a grumpy do it all monster walking around in a haze.
And I cleaned yesterday and who cares if I didn’t.
And we have nowhere to go.
And projects will get done.
So, really, it’s simple. They win.
We’ll pile blankets on the floor and collect all the pillows, because that is a land where no one can be grumpy.
And in a way, knowing this and doing this means I win too.
It’s Tuesday, er, right? I’m linking up with Heather and the Just Write gang. You can too.